2nd Entry

For some reason I typed like 200 words in a few minutes on the train today, so I'm pretty much gonna paste that and also add a couple things in each section.


Haven't done much the past 2 months even tho I said I would. Though, compared to last year where I essentially waited til I rot to death, it’s been 1000% of an improvement.

Media I've consumed and such:

Library of Ruina

I got so fucking close to finishing it you have no idea. Then life gives a big ol' fuck you and roundhouse kick you outside(physically and mentally) so you can't have fun anymore. It is what it is ig.
Anyways, the game is a must play. Holy fuck, I want to one day make a proper video essay detailing how perfect of a game this is: from its presentation, gameplay, mechanics, characters, etc. It's absolutely immaculate. The fact that it's story is presented as a visual novel already makes it the least appealing yet they do it so well.

Also, I'm not a minor anymore so now I'm interested in old people stuff; like books and movies and novels. Haven't read any which is the funnier thing. But this game sure makes you really want to read its references, from "Do android dreams of electric sheep?" to "I have no mouth and I must scream". I still can't believe I genuinely understand, or at least can make connections with different media instead of having a video essayist on YT telling me what history is like, is gratifying(?). Glory to Project Moon!


Thinking about writing down everything I do in a day but that might waste a lot more of my time considering how much time I usually take to actually do smth. Hung out with 2 college friends the past 2 week, fun cuz they’re pretty much the only people I know here. The more I talk to them, the more I feel like I’m not suited in any social circle. They only talk about mainstream media whereas I actively consume niche stuff. Shoganai na~ Been meaning to compile everything I deem as important to me just to maybe understand myself better? Idk

Quit Discord, most likely a good decision


Fuck, why is it so much easier to write today? I’ve already written like 400 words already smh

Notable stuff: watched devilman crybaby, underwhelming at best 6/10

Thinking about writing about leitmotifs in anime and how to utilize it like GBC. Obviously idk anything about music theory, oh well

Want to showcase(?) merch stuff I bought on neocities, need to make an entry on that as well.
I am, a weeb~~